In other news, I saw my ex boyfriend for the last time before we both leave for summer, it was a sad parting on both sides and i will miss him a great deal. It's hard losing a boyfriend but even harder losing a best friend. I worry about him a lot and im scared he's wasting his life away on drugs and bad decisions, nothing i can say can change his mind about this breakup though and i have sadly come to understand that we are in two very different mindsets at this moment in time. But to me he will always be the boy i broke my tooth on, the boy i loved, the boy i stayed up all night laughing with, the boy whos hair i cut so bady. Life is weird and hard without him in it.
My goal for the summer is to get back to meditating, painting, drawing, feeling happy and to stop putting bad things in my body (this includes cigarettes and penises hurhurhur).
To see what i have recently managed to capture on my phone click read more :D
|drinking gin and looking sleezy about it|
|bbq tings agawnin'|
|me refusing to go to sleep|