16/02/2013

worst weeks

This past week has been absolutely horrendous internet pals for reasons i shall now disclose, my now ex boyfriend broke up with me on valentines day, i have the flue and ive just returned from a largely unsuccessful trip to the library where i spent all day finishing off 2000 words of my 5000 anatomy report and then my computer had a melt down and i lost everything.

Please tell me happy things internet buddies because im snotty and sad and have run out of toilet paper and just then had to blow my nose on a bit of tissue i found in the bin.
























letting in the light

19 comments:

  1. I'm really sorry to hear all that happened to you Tilly :( At least the work is re-doable, I guess. I hate having to rewrite short things though, never mind half an essay like that. I think I'd have a meltdown. As for the boyfriend...well the only thing I really know what to say in times like this, when I have no context to go on, is that you are a lovely young lady, and you deserved better than the kind of person who would dump you, on V-Day of all days.

    If you are interested in good news I should be published soon and I, much like everyone else who will eventually comment, is still here for you.

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    1. Thank you :( you have been so sweet mark <3 <3 literally have had the worst few days, things just keep going wrong! Im such a mess though, i can't stop crying i nearly broke down on the bus today but i had to contain myself cos people were staring at me haha.

      Oh lordy! youre getting published?! That is incredible! A billion conratulations :D :D xxx

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    2. I say cry my dear, I've cried in the middle of Tescos before! Thank you, you actually managed to give me a smile myself because it seems I needed one. I'm always sweet. I'd say sweet is my middle name but it's actually Liam. I really hope things pick up for you and if you ever want to talk to someone, just send me a tweet or something.

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  2. I've been broken up with a couple different times and understand just how rough it is. I promise you will come through it with grace!!! <3

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    1. Break ups are so rotten arent they :(( i think the worst breakup ive ever had was when i was five and my 6 year old (older man ohhhh yeahhhhh!) 'boyfriend' decided he didnt like my red hair anymore and wanted a brunette :(

      But in all seriousness thank you for your kind words, i just dont know what's graceful about my puffy red eyes and snotty nose :( xxx

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  3. Argh horrible things always seem to happen all at once!! Sorry to hear you ex broke up with you on Valentines Day, of all days. Boo. You look hot in these photos though. And I hope you found more tissue, I always end up using toilet roll when I have a cold, balsam type tissues are the best if possible! *sending you a virtual jar of pesto* *and hugs* xxx

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    1. On vagina day of all days :(( on my favourite day of the year in my favourite resturant of all places. Haha i look more sickly than hot in these photos, also im pretty sure you can clearly see my boobs through my shirt in that last picture ooopsss :/ sozzzz about that.

      Awww cheers for the virtual pesto! Hehe i love that you read my post tags, they often display my true feelings towards a lot of things! xxxx

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  4. I'm so sorry Tilly . . . . . that all SUCKS big time. In a situation like this I would feel free to be miserable for a bit, hibernate in bed (with lots of hot lemon and honey) watch sad films and cry. Then when you have let yourself grieve and are feeling a bit better, break something of his, put on a nice dress and go out dancing. Hope you feel better soon my dear,

    Jess x

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    1. I am currently taking your advice and am wrapped in my blanket with tea! Well he mistakely left a bottle of vodka and a twenty pound note in my flat so when my flue is gone i may just go out!

      Thank you for your kindly words, you are too sweet <3 <3 xxxx

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  5. Awww, Tilly! The bad luck witch really cast a heavy spell on you. :/ You've probably written it all again, but sometimes work comes out better the second time. I hope your flu is better, and as for break-ups I have no advice to give. Except what I learned from Gilmore Girls: wallowing for a while is good. Nay, necessary. So for a day or two or three eat lots of chocolate and watch your favourite films. And buy yourself some tissues so you don't have to rob the rubbish bin? :)

    I don't really have any happy news... except DAYUM YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS I CAN'T EVEN...!

    *sends loads of hugs and kisses from across the sea* ♥ ♥ ♥

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    1. Bad luck bitch more like. These past few days have been so evil. Haha never fear i am currently wallowing like the big fat hippo i am and demanding my flat mates to make me tea :(

      ohhhh man i really dont know about that, one day i am going to have to share with you a picture of me in my natural state where i look far from nice and you shall realise tis all camera trickery that makes me look nice! much lovee xxxxxx

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  6. God! What a jerk! I hate him too :) hope you start feeling better soon!!!

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    1. Thank youuu! I have downed about a billion cold and flue tablets so i am feeling slightly better (if not slighty drowsy!) xxx

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  7. Oh my darling, how I miss chatting with you! He's not worth it, what a bum...doesn't sound like a man at all, more like a big jerk who isn't worth your precious time!! I wish you heaps of health - I was sick for a few weeks and it was brutal so I know how you feel :( Much love to you my sweet beautiful gal!!!

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    1. Ohhhh man i miss talking to you too! How is your course going?! Blehhh it's a sticky situation at the minute :(( i dont know what to do :(

      Awww why were you sick? I hope youre better now <3 <3 my flue just isnt going- if anything its getting worse! i am like a giant walking germ :( xxxxxx much loveexxxxxxx

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  8. Just come to Korea, we don't have a house yet. But next week! We will be all up and running. We will cheer you up with soju and spicy cabbage.

    I say drink all his vodka and then go spew on his doorstep or something. - but not really. I imagine that ending terribly.

    Love!! xxxxxxx

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    1. Haha very, very early on in our relationship (think it was like the 2nd date/meetup kind of thing) i was going over to his to have a drink and so i decided before going over that it would be a great idea to down a bottle and a half of wine before i left in about four minutes (impressive i know!) so when i got there i was absolutely stinking drunk and apparently laughed in one of his flatmates faces for about ten minutes...literally do not remember much from that night! Ahhhh good times.

      Ohhhhh mannnn korea sounds amazing!!! How's it going over there? When do you start teaching?! Ahhhh sooo exciting!

      Lovelovelove to you and jacob! xxxxxxxxx

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  9. Aww that's just awful! How cruel is that?! I hope you're feeling better now but my heart breaks for you :(

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    1. Thank youuu Hazel :( It was hard for me because it was such a shock i think. We're kind of talking things over at the minute but i dont know whats going to happen :( everythings so weird at the moment :(

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Thank you so much for your kind words! <3