28/02/2013

spring shadows

I have thrown myself into my uni work and revision to try and get over this break up but it's not really working and I still feel sick and sad. It seems closure is a hard thing to come by, especially when everything seems to remind me of him- I have two scars on my knees from a night we got drunk and i ran into a door, I have yogurt stains on my wall from when we had a food fight, paintings we did, things we bought together, a snowball in my freezer. Im sorry for this wordy, sad post friends but i feel i have exhausted my friends ears with my crying and pining and the internet seems like a comfy, friendly place at the minute.


Posted by Tilly at 17:46
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7 comments:

  1. Good luck with your quest for closure x

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  2. boo, it is hard to get over a break up, no doubt about it. Hopefully, in time, things will start to remind you less of him, you can wash off the yoghurt stain, the scars on your knees will fade, the snowball will turn to mush etc etc... hope your flat warms up too! xxx

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    1. Boooo :(( I hope the scars on my knees fade they are not so attractive! I hate that my blog has turned so feeling-y hehe normally it just me talking about my excessive drinking and my bum.

      The horrible thing about this breakup is that i stayed away from relationships for so long as I used to love being single and free and now i just feel like some kind of psycho ex girlfriend :(( xxxx

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  3. I know how you feel, but that closure can and will come. One of my favourite teddies was bought for me by my ex and at first, I didn't react too well to it, but now I love it. I would suggest that for now you put away the things that remind you of him like the paintings and things you've bought together, but don't get rid of the snowball, it didn't do anything to deserve being melted :(

    Though, really, I certainly hope you feel better soon. You're doing good to pour yourself in to you work and it's a shame it's not working.

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    1. I hope it comes soooon :(( life feels so weird without him in it too. Its strange how you can go from seeing someone every single day to never seeing them again. xxxxxxx

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  4. Poor pet, it's good that you're keeping yourself busy but it's just such a sucky situation :(

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    1. Thank youuuu :(( we're in such a weird inbetween stage at the minute :( i just dont know what we're doing at the moment. Uhhhhh when did this blog turn so emotional!! xxx

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Thank you so much for your kind words! <3

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